justforJoe

Beautiful Memory

2008-10-12T00:25:00.001+08:00

31 August 2008

2008-08-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY MUM
FUCKER
IF I CAN
I REALLI WAN TO SLAP HER

ALL OF THOSE READING MY BLOG
STOP TELL ME
SHE IS MY MUM. ONE AND ONLI
COS I HAD ENOUGH OF HER
ENOUGH MEAN ENOUGH
I ALSO GT MY LIMIT

SHE KEEP PUSHING
I KEEP BACK OFF

EVEN SHE DEAD
I DUN EVEN CRY
I WILL NEVER CRY
I WILL NEVER NEVER CRY FOR HER

U GUY, STOP THINKING I'M EVIL OR FUCK UP
I'M NOT

STOP SAYING THAT I'M WRONG
I'M NOT
I AM NOT

NOT BECAUSE SHE IS MY MUM THEN U THINK SHE RIGHT.
I SHOULD FORGIVE HER
THIS 23 YR OF MY LIFE..
U KNOW HOW HARD I WENT THROUGH

U ALL DUNNO..

IF U ALL DUNNO JUST SHUT UP AND AGREE WITH ME OR ELSE GET LOST

NO BODY IS HELPING ME..

I REFER GOING TO JAIL OR SOMEWHERE ELSE THAN MY HOUSE U KNOW.

FUCK UP..
I GETTING FED UP..
SHE JUST USE HER FUCKING POWER AND SCOLD ME

CHEE BYE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PPL IS HOME SWEET HOME
MINE JUST A EMPTY SHELL

I KNOW MAYBE U GUYS IS WORST THAN ME
BUT
BUT
THAT IS MY LIMIT

MY HEARTBREAK DOWN

I REALLI DUN WISH TO HAVE THIS FAMILY
I WISH I NEVER BORN BEFORE

MY PATH IS DARKNESS..
I DUNNO WHERE I SHOULD GO..

EVERY STEP I GO..
FOR HER IS WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG

=____________(

18 July 2008

2008-07-19T02:06:00.000+08:00

TODAY WORK WORK WORK...

haha..
morning went paya labar for kind of lesson thing..
onli 1hour plus

after that i went to work,
during evening my dear buy me coffee cos i was doing paper work making wanna to slp..
haha

thank u thank u !!

end of work.. i went n took a pic of my fav, Guinea Pig..
it realli very cute..

going 2 month of working at Pet safari..
i learn quite alot thing
for example

DOG dry food. medicine. different kind of shampoo alot..
same as for CAT.

as for hamster. how to deal wif a hamster
after it give birth wat to do..
food.. alot =x

haha
the most impt is. i able to see my dear most of the time..
hehe
miss her so much =x

PICTURE

i wan this but overall price very ex

15 July 2008

2008-07-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

today same as usual, working 1pm to 10pm but very slpy
reach hme at 11pm then go running
my ankle since evening start to give me problem again PAIN..

but i still able to force myself to jog.. hee

On, 12 July 2008
Went to sentosa with junhao, wan seen, yewen, cheexiang, nicholas, weicong, peilin, peiying, winne, sharon and me..

but some of them went back earli cos they gt something to attend.
it kind of bored cos there some event going on. it all over the beach..=(
somemore THERE NO SUN ..

but we still able to play volleyball n games.
we settle our dinner at long john

it been so long that we gather =)

after everything.. my gf come n find me..
left junhao, wan seen, yewen and me , gf
we went window shopping

hope there more coming up =x

On 14 july
same... working at 1pm to 10pm..
as the same time, my gf was having her gather at their chalet
when i reach hme.. my gf was asking me
"i wanna to join them at the chalet "

i went cos i miss my gf

reach there... tok to her friend then i went to slp=x
next morning then went to work..

YAWN

end of story.. i go slp..
as for the pic.. tml i wake up then upload

misss u =x

PICTURE.

one head taller =x

she force me

me and winnie

peiying, me , peilin

snap snap

THE GUY

Take one #1

Take two #2

PAPA and MAMA

i love her

10 july 2008

2008-07-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

YAWN

sososososo tired..

this week.. i'm off on SAT
Saturday going gathering wif my friend at sentosa..

i gt a feeling .. it will be very fun =x

nowaday keep running after i reach hme it will be around 11.15pm
then everytime end at 12.30

today i very lazy.. i onli run .. i did nt do any sit up, extra exercises...
cos the floor is wet, somemore feel slpy..

my mama scold me.. me slim till like ghost..
so ugly.. my face so pale and so sharp
dunno it truth or she wan me to stop running..

tml working at 11am.. gt to wake up earli
ok.. i going to slp..

nite

07 july 08

2008-07-07T11:19:00.000+08:00

HI,

over the weekend i went to my gf's house slp..
so happy when i wif her.. i keep eating
haha.. happy realli make me eat alot =x

so peace so comfort when i wif her

we planning our oversea trip taipei.. but i need to renew my passport.. around 70 DOLLAR.
so ex..
IT KILL

hai.. hope i still gt $$

=x

working everyday, everysec.. so tired..

finally i plan a gathing to sentosa, this coming sat..

i very sure .. it will be very fun x=

26 June 2008

2008-06-27T02:02:00.000+08:00

HI.

afternoon went swimming..
evening went running..

just bored nth better to do..

after running i met JUNHAO..
so long i did nt see u le..
we have a guy to guy chat.. =x

after that i meet my buddy Joan..
she hungry then we went pasamala.. she buy her food then i wait for her wif my running attire

then she met her friend along the way when we going to find a place to sit ..
her friend tag along

there a big group of aunite was dancing.. then we just sitting near them.. it fun to look at them dancing wif their old age..

i wonder when i'm old.. will i be like them.. so happy n dance wif alot of friend =x
i'm sure it will be alot fun.

ya then i was chatting wif my buddy all the way till 11.30 then we just went back hme..

my ankle still give me pain but it better than when the very 1st day of running after my operation that is realli HELL..

Dear i dunno wat happen.. u just dunwan to tell me..
i worry..
i feel so uneasy...

just jia u..
will acc you along ur way =)

23 June 2008

2008-06-23T09:43:00.000+08:00

i lost my name tag which i wear to work
i keep finding and finding.. i dun even bother to ask my mum " did u see it?"
yesterday she and my papa quarrel.. i ignore..

then i just keep finding my name tag.. hour of searching..
my mum ask me wat i finding.. i told her a name tag wif my name on it..
she say saw it but dunno at where..
so i'm sure i left it at hme..

since yesterday till now i keep finding i still can't find it.
then my mama help to find.. i say dun bother cos i know she sure kao bei.. that why i ask her dun find.. i find myself.. but she still go finding on her own.. then fine.. let her be..

then i go cook maggie mee, cos no $$.. then she start she crap at me..
nowaday my temper fucking bad.. she still come n try water.

i shout at her.. dun find dun find lar..
she keep saying..
then still say.. i still cook the maggie mee that she bought

FUCK
i throw the maggie mee at one side..
my heart so pain.. hai
very very very pain

even a maggie mee.. she dun let me eat..
hai

when i'm working my ankle give me pain alot problem.. i also shut up.. dun wish to tell them...
my ankle swollen.. i shut up also..
i keep to myself
i force myself to walk normally
i keep quiet even it pain
i wish to see doctor but i choose nt to..
WHY?
i dunwan to own them anything anymore.. i dunwan them to start kao bei at me again..
i dunwan to heard them saying how useless i am..
wat i do, wat i say.. for them is all wrong..

i wish to kill myself, i wish i nt born..
but i'm coward.. i dun dare to kill myself

hai
wo zhen de hao lei

now i left onli my gf..
she is my everything..

18 June 2008

2008-06-19T01:38:00.000+08:00

WORKING EVERYDAY,

I'm so tired,
at work this few day, i was teach to learn how to be a Cashier and do those paper work..
so stress when i was at the cashier but the time pass faster..

nowaday so unlucky, dunno how to explain.. just sway (wish tml will be better)

tml morning i still gt a product lesson at HQ which is at PAYA LABAR sigh...

=(

i go slp le..

dear i love u =)
dun think too much =)
hehe!!

(i HATE money that why i love to SPEND but i dun wish to GIVE)

11 June 2008

2008-06-11T11:06:00.000+08:00

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09 June 2008

2008-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

VERY TIRED AR...

my back pain
my leg that operation gt abit of swollen

hai..

but more n more use to working at petlovescentre le..
so nt bad..

hehe..

i go slp..
bye

03 June 2008

2008-06-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

Just come back from working.

1st day of work:
Remember where the product are places.
write alot of barcode name band price etc.
learn how to use the system.

haha =x
tml going to petlovescenter HQ for a product introduction talk.
start at 0900 end at 1100
start work at 1300
end work at 2200

Today i tot i was able to touch those dogs there but who know. it gt 3 department in there..
sell thing. dogs and grooming..

i belong to retail side.. so cannot do much for dog and groom area, kind of sad =)
but nvm i still alot to see them x=..

they so cute =x

i swear i swear,
there one day i'm going to buy a dog for myself.. =x
ok i end here.. tml need to wake up earli..
but i will post a very sweet picture..
remember to see wor.. =x

i call it "MINI SINGAPORE FLYER"

03 June 2008

2008-06-03T09:18:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY ORD

TODAY WORKING at pet safari(vivo)

..

Yesterday, i met one of my campmate which is about the same date ORD with me but he is 5 day later..
we meet 0730 for breakfast, then we take cab to camp. my treat =x

reach camp, i go do my ORD paperwork and i went go visit the MO over medical centre cos on the 06 June i need to go back SGH in order nt to pay a single cent. he gt to write document for it so when i go back SGH i dun need to pay.

after all paperwork this n that.. then i went to collect my NIRC..
it so PINK.. haha =x

i went around the camp wif my NIRC
haha..

so fun yet so sad cos gt to say bye bye to those dogs.

reach hme..
I call the pet safari(vivo) double comfirm what time am i going to start work.
they ans. i ask them. then i wait.
then way they reply so hmmmmmm dun care attitude..
give me the kind of feel that IT SUCK. nt friendly

but still
maybe there a change when i go there leh..
hehe =x

Evening, i went pick-up my dear and went to her hme for dinner.. hehe.. =)

okok i shall end here
gt to get ready for work..

wish me luck

01 June 2008

2008-06-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE DAY TO ORD
finally wait for 2yr of my NS life going to come to a END!!

haha

i can able to touch my PINK NIRC again =x

and

i find myself a JOB at vivo pet safari
(if u need anything or everything about pet come ask me)

Hopefully by OCT i be able to study again.

i and my dear had plan a oversea trip hopefully will success!!

as for my leg 06 june going back SGH to check out again

just hope everything gone well..!!

=)

ORD LO

PS:
dear ar, sorry i make u angry quite alot of time, but it make us understand each other rite?
just bear wif me for awhile.. i will change and tell u how i feel.
i know ur wish.
it also my wish but right now i can't..
i promise ur wish sure will come true,

believe me, trust me.
I LOVE U!

31 May 2008

2008-06-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

PAST FEW DAY PICTURE:

at SINGAPORE RIVER watching performance

SINGAPORE FLYER far view

25 May 2008

2008-05-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

i will blog 21 May 2008 what happen..

ON 21 May 2008 0800 at SGH waiting room
for my turn..

i was told to reach there at 0800HR
so i reach there wif my mama n papa at 0800HR

we wait for my turn to be called..

around 0915HR
a nurse come n called my name.. as i follow her to a room
she test my heart beat this n tat ask me question
how i am?gt flu?gt cough?

actually, on that day i gt flu. but i say dunwan..
just dunwan to wait anymore...

ya
after that those check up n question.. she put a plastic kind of thing around my hand.(PICTURE 1)
after that she ask me go back to the room where i was just now to wait for doctor to called again..
so i wait........

about to 1100HR
doctor came n call, i follow him..
he ask the same QUESTION, then he ask me point out where is the place that make me pain.. i point n his draw a arrow for later operation.. (PICTURE 2)

then same. i go back to the room again..
ya.. my parent still waiting inside the room..

around 1pm
the nurse say.. they prepare bed for me ask me go there rest to wait to be called..
i went ward 75 lvl 6 room 24 .. i forget wat is the bed number le..
haha

the room like so fuck up.. no choice cos i nt going for chalet.. haha
so i stay .. rest... they come in.. say around 1.30pm i will go for my operation..

am i scare?
ok lar..
just past n passes of my life.. just face it..

2pm then they come n ask me get ready.. change into the DRESS that i was told for the operation.. haha..
after that a guy push the portable bed.. came n ask me rest on that.. he push me all the way to the place where i going operation..

ha.. kind of fun.. 1st time begin push around..

ya.. i went in, my parent outside..
i was told n wait inside.. they come ask me the same QUESTION again. haha
then i push into a room.. wait for my turn..
while i was waiting.. a nurse come n put the GRIP into my body..
n say i will be slping later so i wun know wat happen..but the doctor will put a pipe into my mouth it help me to breath..

then i go in.. and i SLEEP..

i wake up, i open my eye.. i saw clock.. it show 5.45pm.. i was think..
WTF!
so long.. then next i feel there thing inside my mouth.. feel so uneasy.. lucky the nurse notice that i wake up.. she help me remove that.. wah.. it so PAIN when she remove lar.. cos it damm big ha

then i was push to my ward.. n i was told i will stay over nite over there..

sian..
then my family acc me for a while then they go back.
after my famil gone..
my camp mate and sgt come n see me..

we tok we play..
i look that i just fine.. haha..
i dun feel pain dun feel anything.. the nurse say it a gd thing haha..

but they give me a container inside hold 2 tiny kind of body thing.. it inside from my body de..
cool rite? haha

next day .. i was told i can go hme le.. n 2 week MC,
after 2 week, i gt to go back for preview..
that will be 05june08
but i ORD.. haha

which mean earli ORD.. haha
but i still gt to go back camp on my last day cos i need to take back my NRIC

END..
PICTURE

First Picture

Second Picture

From my body

PICTURE WHICH I GO VIVO I TAKE DE..(24 May 2008)

18 May 2008

2008-05-18T10:13:00.000+08:00

i just post a song..
it might be old for u all but it still so sweet n romantice

11 May 2008

2008-05-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Me and my sis bought a handbag for our mother
that nt all..

same as usually, came back from camp.
wish my mum, happy mother's day..

after that i told her, wan to go out eat dinner instead having at hme..
she reply, why nt now..
ok.. she call the shoot

12pm, meet up with my sis. we went bishan(J8), Firstly, we choose "Ajisan" also my favourite but they give us the seat too small n hot. SO we just stand up n get out.. haha !!

END UP, we having our lunch at Cafe Cartel,
we have our fun over there =)

after our lunch, we went to AMK Hub
Do our window shopping.
and my gf join us..

around evening time, my mum wanna to go hme.. as for me..
i went to my gf hse.. cos they bought Smell toufu for me...
=)

that it..
after the talk,makan
and i went hme.
=)

PICTURE

Mum Eating her RIB
ha

LOVE HER

09 May 2008

2008-05-10T03:01:00.000+08:00

ORD DATE GETTING NEARER 020608
OPERATION DATE GETTING NEARER 210508

GETTING HOPE THE OPERATION GET IT DONE FAST

Today me n my dear went to paya labar to eat our favourite SMELLY TOFU =x
then we went bishan for our dinner
after dinner went back to AMK to look for Present

hehe

but i gt surprise for my dear
hehe

the picture will tell u =)

HAND IN HAND

we so sweet

Flower that is the surprise

P/S: I LOVE U

03 May 2008

2008-05-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

ORD at o6 june 08

happy or sad?

hmmmmmmmmmm

happy is i can get out of NS
sad is i gt to say gd bye to those DOGS

this few day.. me was at my gf hse.
i acc her cos her family gone oversea

nothing much to say
we just love to take picture haha =x

MUACK

MUACK

30 April 2008

2008-04-30T10:56:00.000+08:00

ARG.... I HATE FLU
cannot take it xia.. =x

sob sob

so tired cos just back from camp..

tonight watching IRON MAN WIF MY DEAR..

haha yeah .. so happy.. =x

okok i v sick.. i need to go slp.. later gt to go running..

29 April 2008

2008-04-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

YUP! just back from SGH

21 May 2008 = OPERATION
but very troublesome, cos i need to go back SGH for the blood test see weather i'm fix for the Operation..

i so fix still gt to test meh?

hahaha
:x
:x
:x
:x
OOP!

now going perpare going back to camp ....

just hope 21 may dun come so EARLI

..

dear i love u =)

28 April 2008

2008-04-29T09:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wanna to write blogging but too lazy.
end up sleeping ..zzzZZZZZZZ

haha

yesterday i went for my driving lesson, yes i start my driving lesson again..
after that

i meet my darling at amk hub. walk walk chat chat

after that i met my buddy at her void deck chit chat so long did nt see her liao..
SHE SAY WHY MY FACE NT FAT BUT BODY FAT..

i wanna to slap her lar

=(
spoil my day

OKOK!! CHANGE UP...
i'm going for SGH again, just to tell them i agree with the Operation =x
then i going back to camp !
GOD BLESS!

PICTURE

my gf's sis baby..

both of us so cute =x

God Mum and her Son

COUPLE(JJ)

COUPLE(JJ)

THIS BUDDY.. u more fat then me lar

27 April 08

2008-04-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

Morning went to meet KamSum cos i wanna her PSP games.
after i acc her to buy her stuff then take mrt together..
she drop off at YCK..

as for me..
i went to meet my DALING..
haha..
we went
Bugis
suntec
AMK HUB

we watch movie-
Forbudden Kingdom-very nice but lame.. how come in the older day they know how to speak ENGLISH..OMG haha

me and my daling keep laughing =x

after that.. i send her hme.. and i headed hme too

end of the day

next movie- iron man

my daling design.. love u

25 April 08

2008-04-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP..

ROT AT HOME..

4PM WENT FOR MY DRIVING LESSON

8PM FINE EVELYNN FOR DINNER AND MOVIE

12AM REACH HME

---------
me n eyelynn watch street king
nt bad..

today nth happen.. just feel like slping.. haha

OINK OINK OINK.
slp lo

20 april 08

2008-04-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

SHOULD I BUY K850I OR OTHER.?

any comment on that phone..?

sry, today write till here.. very tired.. i go slp le ..
nite

18 april 08

2008-04-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

SORRY XIAOMAN, i cannot acc u for your interview..
sorry sorry ...

Today, rotting at hme till evening
Evening, went out with my da ling, we suppose to meet Dhoby Ghaut but i'm late.. so we decide to meet at amk..

we had our dinner, then MOVIE..

the main topic is the MOVIE
we watching: Funny Games

while we watching the movie, at de mid point the show just STOP and the light ON
we were like so stunn,

WAT HAPPEN!?!?!?!?!?!?

some of them walk out n ask why..
as for me.. waiting to see wat happen.

we waited quite sometime, then the light OFF, the show START where it stop.

it so so so
SPOIL MOOD!!

SIGH!!

-----------

Overall, the show quite nt bad.
it about 2 ASSHOLE, disturbed and wanted to killed the whole Family.
and they trying to get away from them.

Those ASSHOLE they really know how to use words and body language provoke them.
to make those family member to start to fight/games

..
ok i write till here le..

SEE N TAG OKIE..
thx u

Ankle so so so so PAIN

2008-04-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

TODAY
MY
ANKLE
SO
SO
SO
PAIN!!!

=___(

Last few day, i went for SGH cos of my ankle problem
the building there quite messy, i can't find the block which i gt to attend
i nearli lost my way ....

Block 3, take my number and wait for my turn............

WAIT..........
WATIT....
WAAIITT......
WAIITIIT..........

AND

WAIT.................................

i went inside the room, the doctor take my X RAY..
he say
he dunno wat happen to my ankle..
i was thinking...(OMG how can he dunno)
then he took my Xray to his boss

he return:
he say maybe my ankle growing a new layer of BONE cos of those blood store at the ankle..

he give me two choice

1. go for OP
2. leave it there but maybe will grow something there(low percentage %%)

i told the doctor, i cannot give u an answer right now.. so he give me 2 week to think.. after 2 week go back to him..

tell him the final ans

but i'm still THINKING......

THINKING
THINKING
THINKING.......

13 April 08

2008-04-13T08:20:00.000+08:00

Morning,i just woke up by my camp mate..
now great, i cannot get back to slp somemore i slp at 3+am leh..

so so tired..!!

talk about yesterday staff.

Yesterday happen sumthing, it spoil all my mood .. drop down to 0 zero
but everything start to turn around in de evening.. i hope it ok

DUN THINK TOO MUCH..JUST STAY WIF ME

i met my buddy.. Joan.. cos she just dismiss from school, so she gt time to keep me acc..
wanna to buy shoes cos my shoes that i wearing currently realli can throw but i still finding a shoes that is better than mine old de

haha...

my da ling sick le..
hope she will recover soon enough..

end

06 april 2008

2008-04-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

TODAY WENT OUT WIF MY DAR LING.

(i enjoy my day with u)

thx!!

ME and U

Light Up

ME

YOU

US

06 march 2008

2008-04-06T08:49:00.000+08:00

Back from camp..
at home,
look at my laptop.
online, surf net
watch TV

wah it so BORING..

BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED..

GET ME OUT FROM THIS LIFE STYLE

05 april 2008

2008-04-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

Today,

slacking at hme
keep looking for webby to d/l PSP games but fail =(
so anyone know ? tag or sms me the webby thx u ..

evening time, meet my dar ling at vivo cos she work there..
we went there for shopping
after that we went amk hub.. SHOPPING AGAIN

but is just looking around onli ma.. haha
cos no $$..
WAITING FOR MY PAY DAY!!!

at near 9pm i sent her hme.. hehe

then i meet evenlyn at amk hub for dinner..
after that i sent her hme..
end of the day..

Wif Eve under her void deck

last few day picture wif dar ling

last few day picture wif dar ling

TROUBLE

2008-04-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

my ankle giving me problem again
i went to see doc and i had a X ray for my ankle
the doc say i need to go Tan hock seng for better advise
but the doc added, it because my bone are nt join somehow i still able to walk/run

then i was giving excuse for duty 2month,
somemore my bosss give me 2 choice which i realli dunno what to choose,
i think i will force myself to go his way.
anyway i also left 2mth to ORD

i onli wanna to cure my leg before ORD cos it FREE
but who know..
Problem/Trouble tag along

maybe infont of u all, i look happy go lucky but i'm nt

i was telling my mum about my case, she does nt support me and STILL pour cold water on me.
it realli very hurt
anyway this is nt the 1st time she say all those thing but i still feel so hurt pain helpless..

HELP. HELP........!! i shouted from inside my heart..
cos my heart is crying

31 march 2008

2008-04-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

today can book out earli in the morning but cos of something i cannot go back PLUS 3x EXTRA

so fed up...

i know i gt fault but..

hai i dunno how to example it..

NO MOOD..

fuck it

29 march 2008

2008-03-29T20:23:00.000+08:00

YAWN..
i finish my drama(Yuan lai wo bu shuai) actor JJ
very nice show hehe.. worth to watch it wif ur love one.. =x

haha..
Afternoon meet Joyce.. we went to watch the movie.. rule #1
we were like laughing out loud
like some kid horror movie lar..

hahaa
they need to improve

after the show we went for walk.. till 6pm++ she need to go back hme meet her sis, cos they need to attend a birthday party.
so i acc her hme

after sending her hme, tot of meeting Yanjie.. he suggust to catch prawn.. haha
but i dunwan cos of the way i wear(jean+button shirt) and i forget i need to report back to camp..
thx dude

next time i sure go wif u ..

haha...

END
report to camp
picture will be post on mon.. stay tune

23 march 2008

2008-03-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

LESSON LEARN: FORGIVE then u will FORGET

As i say i went to church(city harvest)

i enjoy the performance
i enjoy talking to the ppl over there
i enjoy the whole thing alot..

Thank u CANDICE for bringing me there
i'm hoping for the next service..

SMILE

after the service,
i suppose to meet my ITE friend's at Farrer Park MRT, then go Mustafa
but
when i on my way, i past by paya labar. i drop at there.. cos my mouth very itchy..

WANNA TO EAT SMELLY TOUFU =x
so i called one of the guy wif bike..
asked him to come over n eat wif me..

hehe

THE TOUFU SO NICE.. HOT N SMELLY

after having our toufu..
lobang his bike, we went mustafa to meet them

so long did nt sit on the bike.. feel so windy n fresh.. hehe

our group of ite gt
YANJIE
JIEKUN
JUNHAO
GIM TIAN
IRENE
+
ME

we went mustafa shopping
it so so cheap
i bought a lunch pkt, tot of bring to camp if i'm hungry i still gt thing to eat..
we just like a goup of aunite.. shopping n looking for cheap staff to buy haha

after shopping,
we make our way to PARKROYAL HOTEL as we had our buffet for our dinner

COME TO OUR SURPRISE..
we gt ourself 50% discount
we so happy cos the usual cost is 38+++ but why..

FOR U TO FIND OUT.. haha

after dinner
we went to see ppl sell butt.. haha
so funny..
and there so many india walking around me..
haha...

i feel that we nt in Singapore haha..
hehe

ok i gt to stop le..
keep yawning, very tired..
nite

23 march 2008

2008-03-23T08:47:00.000+08:00

Morning,

just back from camp.

tired & stress

Today i'm going for my friend church party
but after that party i gt no plan, hope gt ppl ask me out..

last week,

i went to powerhouse with my friend
suppose to sent them there and i just went off but look at the place & music, it make me change my mind..
i went in with my friend

the place quite nice. kind of love that place

hehe

we have fun!!

16 march 08

2008-03-16T11:22:00.000+08:00

last day of my birthday

23 yr old..

i cry. heart broken. useless.

i'm very sure this will happen..

why can't i just enjoy my day

i dunwan anything,everything i just wan happiness.

hao xiang you ren bao bao wo..

=_____(

ps:i miss u

13 march 08

2008-03-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

04 days to my birthday !!
so fast!!!
nowaday at camp feel more n more stress..
i gt to carry also of burden with me...
if i take one wrong step.. my OFF and LEAVE gone case..

reach hme at 12pm..
so late..
wanna to do alot of thing at home.. but i gt no time because 6.30pm i going back to camp..

one of my friend asked me, am i happy that i going to ORD,
i told him.. i no feeling
cos.. there alway someting waiting for u.. it just a process of life..
so there nth to be happy...

okok..
TIME UP .
gt to report back to camp le..

11 march 08

2008-03-11T14:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i was in camp, someting happen..
dun get it wrong ...
is nth bad...

haha
i was doing something over my section, then my team asking to go over their side
the next min is i saw a cake over at de table wif candle on it..
haha

THEY SO SWEET !!

I'm realli very happy

THANK U!!!

hehehe

10 march 08

2008-03-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

0215 nt in bed yet.. still writing blog

Mon going back to camp so so so so so so so BORING

today..
slacking at hme..
morning, mama n papa went temple to pray and eat..
as for me..
i staying at hme..(tv, drama, song, chit chat, slack)
haha..

They reach hme about noon,
they asking me what time i wanna to go IT fair?
i just keep quiet.. slack too much till i dun wish to move..

ya we start off around evening..
wah...
over at de IT fair
realli alot ppl..
but mine target very easy n simple

laptop
laptop
laptop
laptop

haha

there alot of different kind of spec..
making me so stress!!
cos
cannot too ex but i wan those better laptop
as u know..
gd ting wun fall on me..

End up
i bought a laptop (brand: Aixoo)
FREE GIFT:
Wireless mouse
80GB HDD

nt bad hor.. haha
but i dun realli like...
too bad .. gt to spend within my pocket money

after buying everything

i treat my ma n pa dinner at xin wang.. hehe..
end of my day

09 march 08

2008-03-09T04:23:00.000+08:00

07 days more to my birthday
i think i will stay at hme

i taking leave on 15,16,17,18,19 march 08
i dunno take for wat haha but
if u free.. date me out pls.. haha

=x

today rotting at hme...
my sis taking laptop out for her project then i can't online..
lucky i gt my psp.. haha i using my psp online to msn.. haha
SMART!!!

haha..
Afternoon, went for running..
i was thinking where to run?
then i decided run to my camp..
SO HOT!!
dunno is the weather or i too long did nt run
i cannot take it .. =(

somehow gt to train myself again..

Evening time, go out wif my mama n papa for dinner at 700++
then going nutc buy fruit drink..
i feel i'm a maid than her son
i onli can (yes mdm yes mdm) haha

sian..
my ite friend charlie asking gt any plan for my birthday .. he guess that i will have party or wat but i told him maybe dun have

sian.. 23 le.. still party leh..
wan other ppl to know that how old i am ar.. haha =x

i did nt go camp fri sat n sun..
fri n sat i staying at hme le..

sun,which is tml.. i think my dad going IT show.. so i follow him..
see how ba...

that it..

p.s
my ankle PAIN..
who can come care for me...

no link
no link
no link

08 march 2008

2008-03-08T03:10:00.000+08:00

0311am le i still haven sleep..

sigh
another 9 days is my birthday le
should i do sumting or just treat it a normal day?

wah
OC give me birthday card..
i quite shock.. haha

nowaday i watch hk drama at crunchyroll
title: Marriage of Inconvenience
it about a couple how they know each other, married, etc etc..

26 Feb 2008

2008-02-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

At 3pm, i met penny at chong pang cc mac
cos she no sch no work and i gt nth to do.. so decide to meet her..

i very long did nt meet her le... like suddenly i dunno wat to chat wif her.. haha
she say my back view look like malay... o gosh..

then we r like stone there for few hour..

then there a group ppl play basketball, our hand tichy.. so we ask them for joining them,
haha.. we play 2 vs 2
WE LOST!!! haha

then we were so tired.. we go back to de mac.. sit.. chat alot "secondary life, study, future, relationship..etc.."

cos of some reason.. she gt no place to go.. so i ask to come my hse.. n play game ..
my sis also around..

then 8++ she went hme.. then me slacking.. ..

haha!!

ps:sorry.. today very very sad.. i dunno wat i writing also.. sry..

26 Feb 2008

2008-02-26T13:47:00.000+08:00

ARG...
my back pain pain T_T

damm it .. yesterday should nt went to gym..
maybe today wun be so pain le..

haha..
so boring!!!
anyone wan to go out???
but i acc u all around 5++ then i need to go hme ..
cos i need to report back to camp at 6.30pm..

.......
i just change my song.. hope u all like it

24 Feb 2008

2008-02-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

My blog came alive again!!

haha!!
today rot n rot n rot... nth much to do..
my PC down cos of the stupid virus...
my HP look like going to spoil soon also..

today i went for my driving lesson, i did nt went for the lesson about 1 mth, wah guess wat..
i realli lost all my skill..
after my driving, i went amk.. looking some PC staff,

then i went hme le.

my back still hurt...help!!!

Joe

2008-02-24T11:44:00.001+08:00

我不帅可是我很温柔

PAIN

2008-02-22T10:58:00.000+08:00

my back HURT

pain.. hai..

i am girl

i must

2008-01-22T04:07:00.000+08:00

I WAN TO WALK OUT OF MY PAST, TO STEP OUT AGAIN TO BE MYSELF

26 Nov 2007

2007-11-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

Today On MC..
but hme alone
facing e PC from morning till nite..
and ya lo
so poor ting i gt to settle my dinner SO,
i decided to cook for my dinner
hha......................

my DINNER

my DINNER

25, 26 Nov 2007

2007-11-26T15:02:00.000+08:00

26 Nov 2007
Report back to camp..
and i went to MO
report sick too

the doctor there give me 1day MC.. ask me go back rest..
i keep couging now i waiting when i will cough till i able to see blood haha

=x

ok.. take care my friend..

ah joe病了!!

25 Nov 2007
Doing nth for the whole day, onli went for my driving..
wah i think i still cannot make it leh
but my tp so near =(
GOD PLEASE HELP ME !!!

haha...

21,22,23 Nov 2007

2007-11-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

23 Nov 2007
Go out wif my ah gal again hehee...
we went to marina sq..
we go shop around
we had our dinner at yaki yuki..SO FULL
but too bad i going clubbing wif Esmond, weicong
so i gt to go 1st..
sry!!

I and those guy went zouk..
same as usually very pack..
but out of my surprise
peiying and winni is there too cos of some reason they come n join us
GUESS WAT!
winni drunk..
end up me n peiying gt to take care of them.. spoil the fun =(
while esmond weicong enjoying wif other ppl

out of zouk
peiying n winni gt no $$ so they decide to stay till morning
esmond and the rest went hme but i choose to stay cos i dun wish to leave them alone in de dark..
so i acc till 5++am then they ask me to borrow them $$ since there no more 2x $$ le..
then okie.. there is where we apart wif them...

tiring day..

我生病了

22 Nov 2007
Go out wif ah gal.. haha
we went shopping..eating... hehe quite fun=x
i enjoy it
she so cute..hehe
and we went to watch movie ENCHANTED
very nice movie..

21 Nov 2007

My 1st day of my leave, can't remember wat did i do le.. i onli know i went clubbing with yewen,esmond,weicong,peiying and winni at MOS..
over MOS, i can't believe it.. it so empty.. nt use to it to see MOS so empty haha
somemore so many black.. quite turn off !!! BOOOO

then i like a wood standing there shaking like a noob...
but i saw a few shark over there? gt white n black de haha =x
o ya
one more ting
ALOT OF GAY
if one day mos turn out to be a place for gay i wil nt surprise cos getting more n more gay appear at MOS..

look at them my hair all stand... i pity those guy dancing with them .. dunno they dancing with a gal or a guy haha..

19 Nov 2007

2007-11-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so emo..
Who can talk to me?

I'm so alone..
Who can acc me?

I'm so sick..
Who can take care of me?

I'm so headache
Who can share my problem with me?

WHY I LIKE TO KEEP ALL THE PROBLEM TO MYSELF??
i wan to bust out le..

i dun need ppl to listen to my problem
i dun need ppl to comfort me

i just need someone come forward n give me a hug and say i will be wif you!!

maybe i'm crazy but i very alone
maybe i'm everyting look so happy but i very sad
maybe i'm talk alot because i trying to cover up myself

thousand of words that i cannot find any word that can tell u, how i feel
give me a helping hand, pull me up..

HAI

17 Nov 2007

2007-11-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

Joe sick...
how ?
who care ?
who will be there bside me ?

ans ans ans ?

no ans ? haha

Joe fat le =(
cos too stress so use eating to reduce stress
u sure think gt such ting?
yes..
to me eating is a very enjoy ting to do ...

我又肥了，好肥
我又肥了，好肥
我又肥了，好肥
我又肥了，好肥
我又肥了，好肥
我又肥了，好肥

nowaday i hardly come online cos i'm in camp..
when i'm off i go for my driving lesson and do some staff make myself till midnite
3am then reach home..

so tired..
how i wish i gt alot of me.. so i able to do alot of my staff at once..
haha

yeah.. i going back to camp le..

will the problem stop coming to me??

Driving

Driving

2 Days

2007-11-11T10:09:00.000+08:00

10 Nov 2007
I went clubbing again..
wif who?
keke,june and me
we went to MOS.. cos of some problem we decide to meet at MOS
Esmond AGAIN.. he bluff me again.. such an ASS
realli no mood to club cos he bluff me..
but lucky gt june brighten up me..
ya
yesterday i drink alot till i can't make it.. i went toilet vomit X3
haha.. 1st time xia..
then keke n me went back to yishun cos i dun think i wan to dance le..
we meet Royster they all.. at coffee shop eat n drink n tok.. hehe..
yeah it a fun nite too

7 Nov 2007
Nth much
wanna to go Clubbing, but that idiot esmond put plane again and again.. sick of his lame reason..
end up keke come look for me.. ask me i wanna to go clubbing wif her or nt cos her friend keep delay her time.. so i say okie.. go wif her
reach outside ZOUK.. wah alot alot of ppl lo.. somemore it FULL HOUSE..
then i n her decide to change place to "Double O" the Q is quite long but at least is moving.. when it come our turn then we find out we Q the wrong line.. the line we Q go Bar de.
then we LL also need to go in.. but who know
it quite fun..
that nite i drink alot
it a fun nite..

=)

04 Nov 2007

2007-11-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

FUCK UP DAY!!
HATE MY LIFE

fuck, my fuck mate.. i lend them my PSP.. now LOOK at my PSP, 4 arrow button spoil
nb..
my fire going UP...
i hate ppl make spoil of my thing.. i dun think u will like it too...

then at nite,

Jane say i flirt..but i did nt.. she keep testing my limit.. ok..
she wan to know .. i give her some..
she say dun tok to her!! sure i say bye i delete her..
why i shall care about her since she say this..

today realli nt my day..

hai..
tml still gt parade to do.. hai sick of my life..

can somemore lighten up my life..

30 Oct 07

2007-10-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

my life screw up again cos of NS.. hai

so boring hope i able to get some life

today rot at hme nth to do..
tml camp
life go on!!

hai

19,20,21,22 Oct 2007

2007-10-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

On 22 Oct 2007,
went to bugis walk walk..
buy a necklance
peilin saw it.. she say so girish...
so sad =(
i dunno wat to do wif the necklance le..
hai...
END...

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On 21 Oct 2007,
LEAVE END..
BACK TO CAMP
GD NEWS: i am the OSM of this month.. OSM:OUTSTANDING SERVICEMAN
BAD NEWS: i need to attend a PARADE FOR THAT
END...
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On 20 Oct 2007,
we went to Plush the new club
who is the we? Bryan,Esmond,Xinrong,Weijiunn,Peilin and her friend
Esmond,Xinrong,Weijiunn and Bryan went to Plush 1st cos they need to go in by 11.30pm to get free entry
as for me,Peilin and her friend reach Plush around 12am, lucky somehow i know one of the staff there she allow us to entry for free as guest.
this time it better than the 1st day we went and the music is nicer but it still lack of ppl.
reach 2am++ Peilin gt ting on so she leave 1st after that Esmond n Xinrong say they wanted to go watch late nite movie, so left me Bryan and weijiunn.. quite boring this stay till 4am+ then we went take bus hme..
YEah

WED,FRI,SAT=3 day club..
i enjoy it..

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On 19 Oct 2007,
i wanna to go club again but onli esmond okie wif it, other guy giving me lot of reason, so me and esmond decided to go zouk when we reach there esmond suddenly told me that Peiying and her friend is there too. i nt sure wat they up to so i follow them but when we reaching the dance floor they went to look for their friend, me and esmond went to dance, after dancing for a while we went to look for them.. we playing around so fun =)
we stay till the Club close
wat a nite.. =)
ya

17 Oct 2007

2007-10-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

ON 17 Oct 2007,
SO FUN
we went clubbing(plush and mos)
Plush free
mos i pay $20 =(

but it okie..
plush,(new club)
it give me good feel about the place..
the music is nice
the surrounding is nice too..
but there does nt have much ppl..
that so sad...

in the end we went MOS..
it so cool.. i went up the platform n dance.. haha
So much fun!!
i love it..
hehe......
for the later part of the nite..
peiling n her 3 friend join in.. hehe
so cool..!

AT PLUSH

A JUG

AT MOS

ON 12 Oct 2007,
wholivesnearyou.com(yishun member)chalet..
hehe..
i went too..
i stay all 3 days...
quite fun.. eat alot.. haha
n tok alot.. ya
drink too .. haha..
=)

ON 06 Oct 2007,
went to sentosa wif peiying peiling weijiunn Bryan and me..
it a very very hot weather..
it fun..
after sentosa peiling n peiying gt their own programm and same to us..
we r invite by kelton Birthday BBQ..
wah realli help ourself wif the food... hehe..
yummppp..

04 Oct 2007

2007-10-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED..
dunno why i keep feeling i so so tired..

hai..
nth to tok about

i wan to go slp le..

nite

02 Oct 2007

2007-10-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

yeah my ankle ok le..
can start to run again le..so happy!!

haha..
last weekend till now quite busy..
one day slp less than 4hour..
hai.. so when there a chance to slp.. i will slp.. haha

Yawn..
just now i went running.. dun feel like but can't, gt to force myself go run.. because i keep on after eating i went to slp.. so fat.. haha
CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF!!!!!

damm that driving.. he say he going call me telling me gt lesson or nt .. but he did nt F HIM.. hai
tml camp le..
dun feel like going..

hai i better go get some rest.. c ya..

26 Sept 2007

2007-09-27T02:03:00.000+08:00

my ankle hurt.. so pain...!! u ask me why.. i can't give u de ans, maybe i walk too much..

can't run but gt no choice gt to go swimming...

realli tired i write here le.. nite

24 Sept 2007

2007-09-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

today gt driving lesson at 1pm but damm it he late..
drive till sian xia.. hai hopefully my TP come faster..

yeah meet lynn at tamp cos i end my driving at tamp..

me and lynn went to EAST COAST PARK.. we cycle, talk and makan..
i order quite alot of food..
me n lynn from enjoy food till very miserable..
after dinner we went find a place sit n chit chat..

we end up around 8.30pm then leave east coast park
Don't know wat happen, today so thristy maybe bcos of the dinner(the soup)

then i reach back to tamp about 9.30pm..

wat a tiring day..

yawn...

picture of the day
my dinner for 2 ppl

her bag n me

22 Sept 2007

2007-09-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

haha so tired
so faster update my blog so i can go slp..!!

tml i going to camp, my leave is over so sad... =(

let say last sat, i went to phuture
i went with esmond, Yewen, peiying and peilin

it very pack, i cannot even move ARM and LEG because of this making me so sian n fed up..

end at 4am..
we take taxi hme..

yeah now we tok thing happen for today
i n lynn went chinatown..do some shopping haha..
`OLD SCHOOL
ok i end up.. k..
take care

picture of the day
SHE CUTE..

her back view

my fav.

wat is the black black de.. ??

20 Sept 2007

2007-09-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

today,

late book out cos training dog, tired but fun haha
just love to work wif dog.

i reach hme it near afternoon le.. wanna to run but too hot so telling myself later.
so i keep surfing net, search for mine PSP stuff and watch tv haha
while i chatting wif friend at msn...

time went so fast, evening le... guess wat, i still haven go running yet but i change into my running attire le
but i still chatting in msn and surfing the net

at 7pm, i finally start to move myself to wear mine shoes haha ... and i went for running.

then at 10pm i went out for gathering tok cock session haha over there i dun realli catch their joke xia.. haha

maybe i'm old le haha

ok stop here
c u

18 Sept 2007

2007-09-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

today gt car lesson.. haha
getting sian of driving.. but no choice .. JIA U JIA U JIA U..
after driving i went to meet lynn.. once again we went to bugis. but this time round i'm the one who bought and she onli can see. haha..
ya.. shop till 8+ then i sent her back hme then i go hme too..

hai.. sad...

16 Sept 2007

2007-09-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

Let talk what happen on 16Sept:

yawn!! quite tired but did nt realli sleep... haha
11am plus i went out wif lynn to bugis..
we shopping shopping shopping..
she bought someting.. as for me.. i got nothing to buy..
we shopping till dinner time..
we had porridge steamboat, so full... haha
so we decided to go take a walk..
we walk from bugis to suntec to explanade and clark quey haha..

by the time i reach hme.. is about 12am le
when i reach hme, i wanna to upload my pic cos i take few pic inside my hp.. but i cannot find the cardreader then i started to ask my mum where izzit bit out of the blue.. she started
wah we quarral aain buit this time is she somemore hit me.. hai.. dunno la.. i dunno how to explain.. just feel hurt n pain.......

18

2007-09-18T23:57:00.001+08:00

16 Sept 2007

2007-09-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

Morning!!

Just wake up, but still tired cos i 7.15am then sleep
11.30am wake up...

cos yesterday went to mos.. there still the same.. so many ppl...
haha...
and i spend alot =(
sadded..

yeah...
now still abit tired but dun feel like slping.. haha..
quite enjoy =)

CHEER

15 Sept 2007

2007-09-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday:

Yesterday it a bad day.. my team one of them gt problem with me but it nt my fault..
he just a sore loser...
after my camp, i trap inside my hse cos there no where to go .. somemore i gt driving at 7++pm..
feel so bored for driving feel like giving up but i half way there le.. so jia u ba.. hehe
after my driving, meet weijiunn go occ play pool.. i still that suck haha...
reach hme about 1am le.. haha
then went to slp..!!!

1st ting wake up, i thinking of... "o gosh, i late for camp" then i realise that today is my OFF day..
sitting infont of my pc.. go webby www.friendster.com..
go view her profile.. look at her pic..
making me miss her more n more.. hai..

but she nt mine
trying to forget...

hai.. the rest of time i dunno go where xia..

anyone wan to date me out??

10 Sept 07

2007-09-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

Yawn, just wake up from my dream

yeah let tok about the family's day happen in my camp.
it so so fun.. i look like a star.. everyone their eye are looking at me.. haha
it quite enjoy..

As for today wanna to start my training but in the morning it start to rain then evening i went to slp.. haha.... which mean my training gt to start at camp tml.!!!

nothing really happen.. haha.......... stay at hme the whole day

6 Sept 2007

2007-09-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

yeah
i'm hme !!

today gt extra training with dog.
still remember i say in the last posting about the family's day in camp

IT TML!!!!

but today training my dog don't realli listen to me, making me keep shouting ...
no voice le~~~~~~

lalalala
Cough Cough Cough..........

hope tml the dog will more cooperative with me.. haha

later i going back to camp cos gt some gathering for our unit.. STEAMBOAT..

so let have fun n enjoy
n do a better perform for tml...

i know it will be fun... haha

brand new post

2007-09-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

so long did nt touch my blog, almost forget about my password.
try a few time then get it.. lucky**

haha!!

ya.. so long did nt update n so many ting happen!!

let talk about wat happen recently..
Nowaday i busy at my camp because of the family's day and i got take part to perform on that day.
As for mine part in the event is some perform wif the dog, i'm looking forward for this coming fri.

beside my camp stuff...

I also start my car practice last month plus dunno how to daysxx, so far so gd
my TP at Dec 13, hope one time PASS
but is a hope.. haha..

As for relationship, ya i'm single..

hmmmmmmmmm, i think nth else to upgrade le ma..

ok... more post coming up soon..
o ya, I'M FAT !!

take care

10 June 2007

2007-06-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

Went out wif Heather !!!!

lol

meet at 12pm.. went to paya lebar to eat our smelly doufu.. well this is the very 1st time for heather come to think of her expression so funny.. it keep saying it smelly... n i end up eating most of it...but i enjoy the food it taste so great =)
plus our "pao pao zha" heee

keeeeeeeeee

after tat we went to bugis.. i went to look for my btmc camp-mate cos they having gathering.. i went there for awhile cos heather was waiting for mi at e other side...
ya.. n we went to pet shop to view the rabbit.. it so cute!!! wish to have one too.. haha...........
yeah...
we also went to icon do our shopping... n also went to bugis junction for taking neoprint...
after tat we join my btmc campmate at starbuck(coffee time) yeah.. it fun to tok to them again.. it bring back lot of memory...

me n heather had out dinner at xin wang.. at marine sq.... after our meal we went to exlanade roof terrece.. we were toking.. laughing.. slacking... haha..

o yeah.. there one more impt to add on.. that is our kid.. name joe.. actuall it a bear..from Build-A-Bear Workshop.. it come wif a birth cert.. it so cute..

our end of our day..
it fun to be wif heather..
hope that u gt the same thinking as me!!

Picture of the day..

F 4

making bear

bear bear

neoprint

picture below last few day take de at explanade..

i love u

Bleah

02 June 2007

2007-06-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

today rot..
haha.. went out wif Heather .. acc her to marina parade( did i spell correct?? )
we went to play pool.. n sit at de mac tok tok.. but so sad.. she going to meet her family for dinner soon.. so gt to say gd bye to her.. then i went back hme..taking 76 to amk.. but i stop at paya lebar cos..i suddenly think of my life at ite macpherson it so fun.. haha... n i from paya lebar mrt to yishun..
yeah.. i going to book in soon so c u guy real soon k..

01 june 2007
morning n afternoon doing nth..
at nite went down to hg meet Heather.. till 12++ then i take cab to PS to meet esmond n yewen.. we just walking around n playing around.. it fun hehe...
yeah...
then we went cine.. xin wang(hongkong cafe).. about 3+ we went off n catch our bus.. yeah.. reach hme about 5++am..
so tired but fun =)

picture of the day
02 June 2007

heather

her heart

01 June 2007

outside grand cathay

at xin wang

orange ice

25 May 2007

2007-05-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmm
today so sian.. went to discovery centre..haha..but also gd la.. kill my time haha..=x

today rotting at hme lo .. 3++ go running.. wah head so pain..
then
tonight gt to report to camp le.. hai..

21 May 2007

2007-05-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

3.15pm my final theory test ( FTT )
yeah i finally past.. BUT there some misunderstanding....
cos
they catch me using my hp key someting into it but i told them i was keying the question No. which i nt sure..
after tat they say.. if they check de CCTV and they find out someting then they cancel mi result.. then i reply.. go ahead then go le...

if they realli cancel my result i sure call n ask them how come cos i did nt cheat ..

anyway i'm happy..and that why...
i buy western for my dinner.. wahwah.. so long did nt eat western cos they will make me fat.. but today i quite happy so just fuck care la haha..

picture of the day

my Dinner WESTERN

19 May 2007

2007-05-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

So long did nt write.. cos too lazy haha

hmmmmmmmmmm....
wah it fcuking bored lo... the whole afternoon doing nth..
i hate rotting at hme..

12pm went running it damm hot.......
..
abt 2++ esmond call... wanna to go out to town.. hee..
but i realli no mood to do anything le..

yeah meet at 3+ at mrt.. went to town wif yewen esmond xinrong....

we went to far east, heeren, cine... same old places.. haha

after our dinner, they wanna to watch soccer mate.. so we went to Balcony
i order a glass of killkenny.. haha..
as for other i can't remember...
o ya, junhao n his gf join us but 10++ he n yewen went off cos of something..

so left me esmond xinrong kaijian..
we watch till 12.30++ then we take cab hme.. haha..
yeah.. dun forget the supper we had at S11...
n we went hme n rest...........

Picture of the day.. and the past few day...

tat my drink haha =x

Below pic is the last few day i take de...

"WATEVER"

"ANYTHING"

CLubbing @ zouk

CLubbing @ zouk

CLubbing @ zouk wif liyan n her friend..

DRUNK o gosh haha

05 May 2007

2007-05-06T03:01:00.001+08:00

today so lazy.. wanna to run.. but i just wait n wait..till 12++ then i iforce myself to run..afte tat run for few round...SO HOT.. haha

yeah.. today go east coast park,,
yanjie called.. meet 4 at there.. haha..
yeah.... i n a gal together to east coast park.. tat gal i dunno de know her from irc haha..
i think i'm crazy.. haha..

yeah.. reach there i n yanjie went cycle.. so nice n fun haha..

then 8.30pm we return the bicycle then yanjie drive me to paya labar eating.. haha so long did nt gather le.. it realli fun...
then i go back yishun by mrt..

11.50pm meet liyan tat group for movie..
SUCK ... waste my $8..

ok lo.. i going slp.. i need to wake up at 0615
haha

picture of the day

01 May 2007

2007-05-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

sentosa...
last min haha...

went sentosa wif my ite friend + yewen..

we reach the place where we going to take sentosa shuttle bus to sentosa..the place where they sell e tix.. change to interchange..(surprise) it mean we very long did nt go le... haha when we about to Q for the bus we saw peiling alone.. n carry laptop...
haha

she going to sentosa too.. so we take bus together....
ya.. when reach sentosa i go look for my join..n play volleyball, tanning.......
then like this lo haha..
did nt take much pic..

Picture of the day:

my pant so short

so tired

29 April 2007

2007-04-30T01:43:00.000+08:00

Today went for running after that went for swimming wif xinrong n esmond

it fun
heeee.......
just love swimming =x

then went to meet shu qi.. at 4.30.. we go watch movie.. hehe
200 pounch beauty
dammm NICE lo
NICE NICE NICE..

yeah...

ten go look for ling haha then go hme

hehe

picture of the day:

17 April 2007

2007-04-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

getting lazy n crazy le..
how ??

haha.. sian....... yawn...

today diary:
morning went for jogging 2.4km..
then 2pm meeting yewen at yishun mrt 1st cabin... to bugis.. bcos he going to simlim buying some staff...so i follow lo... i also gt nth to do..!!

after he bought his thing.. yifeng come n join us...
we follow her to dunno wat place.. i forget the name le...
to get his model(toy model)

then we from bugis walk to PS... then yifeng wanna to go play Game.. so we follow..
yeah so long did nt play le.. haha..

after our gaming... it abt 6pm++ it time for yifeng to go back hme.. bcos she tml gt to work...

then me n yewen went down to orchard .. see shop around lo.. but yewen can acc me till 7.30pm..
wat to do.. bo bian.. hehe...

lucky i gt chyeling i went to her shop n sit there tok cock sing song.. time past so fast... hai...

ok la i dunno how to write the diary for today..
so i post some pic out lo

Picture of the day

my best friend

act cute

Hello... anyone ?

see my neck.. Nice ??

handsome ??

15 April 2007

2007-04-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

Getting more n more sian le...
wanna to hide myself in one dark dark de place then will never come out !!

i realli very sick of everything le..!!
i onli 22... and i so sad so sad......... hai..

today..
went to amk.. meet liyan n hweefang for earli dinner at sumo..
then weijiunn came.. we acc him to acc to have his mac.. after that we went to liyan hse....
i bath her dog.. it so cute...
at least it did nt remember me those sad thing.. i enjoy
hai

then 9++ pm
we decide to go northpoint to drink coffee .. tok cock sing song..

12++am.. we tired.. we pack our staff n went hme..

pic of the day..

13 April 2007

2007-04-15T09:14:00.000+08:00

morning went to K lunch... i did nt realli enjoy maybe nt in the mood..

then afternoon meet liyan hweefang n weijiunn for dinner..

end...

picture of the day

11 April 2007

2007-04-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

morning damm sad..

wanna to go out.. but alone.. think of that sian1/2
lucky gt chye ling... WHY
bcos i went to her shop.. sit there for one whole day..
nt bad .... at least gt someone acc me...

hee...

yeah.. i bought a watch.. wanna to buy a necklance but nth is nice leh...
haha...
yeah.. i also gt nth to say..
sian...
picture of the day:

ling & me

new watch

new watch

WAT HAPPEN TO ME

2007-04-11T11:05:00.002+08:00

why is my title..
'wat happen to me'

ya ... wat happen to me...

i did find myself keep changing...
i mean the way i act.. do ting...
i getting worst
i know tat
I KNOW TAT

But who can help me...
i dunno wat i wan?
do u know wat i wan?
maybe i do thing tat make u guy HATE me...

i know tat..

wat can i do...

i gt no aim.. no target no nth...

...........
arg.. i dunno how to say...

the problem wif me is... i gt alot of ting to tell this world.. but i dunno how to express it out...
it kept inside of me.. very long very long....

HELP ME PLS...

hai...................

i feel very tong ku..

wanna to kill myself.. i dun dare....
can someone just kill me...

i even cry infont of my dog...

CRAZY guy
i can't take it anymore....

i will change..
n change into a worst guy

HAHA...........
HAHAHHAAHA.......

i wan to go back when i still wif ***
i promise i be gd....
hai everyting is too late..
hai

treasure wat u guy have.. if nt will like me..

09 April 2007

2007-04-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

hai..
everyday is like yesterday...
everyday i did like wat i did last few day,
no life xia..

today went to tampiness mall, n also meet nut...
she acc me do my 3G card...
hai,,
mi 3G still haven activate...
maybe tml i call n see wat i can do.. hope it work...

hmmmmmmmmm
after tat went to bugis, find liyan n hwee fang for steamboat..
so long i did nt touch steamboat le..
so niceeee...haha
eat so FULL.. haha
i just love it....

yeah.. after dinner... went for a small walk walk..
then go hme le..
yeah...

picture of the day:

Steamboat

Steamboat

Poster

Poster

Poster

Poster

Poster

07 April 2007

2007-04-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

Morning went for running..
2.30pm went out to amk.. meet jie kun and weixiang.. go to east coast..
we taking bus 135, who know.. we end up at parkway o man.. then we gt to walk a very very long distance .. wat a day!!

then we go lend rollar blade.. still as usual i still a newbie.. but i trying to get myself balance.. haha...
i fall 3x .. haha but nvm... i can learn my mistake when i fall...
haha
then after... yanjie and siao zi(is a gal) join us...
then we rent bicycle.. we cycle to bedok jetty makan.. haha..
me yanjie and siao zi.. nt eating... no mood/nt hungry...
at this time zai call us... where r we.. we told him.. guess wat.. he at mac..
so far.......
because he dunno how to cycle.. he say he going to walk lol
then me yanjie n siao zi.. go cycle n find him.. walk wif him..
anyway i also got to go..
by 9.30 i need to reach city hall to meet Pei Ying..
so when i saw zai.. also the time i went off.. haha

i take bus from east coast to bedok interchange then take train to cityhall...
yeeah..
i saw Pei Ying..
we find a spot n sit... tok cock sing song.. haha..
then around 11.30 i went hme..
as for her .. she meet her another friend....................

TOO BAD..today no pic...
hai...................

05 April 2007

2007-04-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

morning..
me and yewen went to bishan to find sixing & penny...
shopping..
sixing bought her dress... haha...
about afternoon..
they went some where else..
as for both of us......
went to cityhall find liyan and hweefang..
liyan was look for a gift...
so we just walk around lo... aiya....
yeah.. shop untill 5.30
me n yewen went off 1st... bcos tonight still gt a big party coming up !! heee

NITE!!
Mos free entry.. WAHWAH!!
me xinrong esmond and yewen went mos..
i did nt enjoy much... so boring..
i hate mos...bcos too many ppl..
there a gal... i wanna to know.. but who know.. her friend just drag her over.. when i trying to tok to her... spoil mi mood.. hai...

ok dunwan to say liao... sian...

around 3.50 we went off...
head to cine to have our earli breakfast... at xinwang..
then... at 6.30 we took the 1st train to yishun..
as for me .. i reach yishun i take cab to my camp...
yeah....

tat all for ..........
picture of the day

wat up there

watup!!

San ge Nan Ren

xr & esmond

Cute ??

Yewen & Esmond

Joe & Yewen

Group

03 April 2007

2007-04-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

yeah i back.. but ...

i dismiss at 2pm...
reach hme at 3pm......
dun ask me why... lazy to tell ....!!

yeah... meet hwee fang at yishun mrt at 4...
went to town go walk walk.. shopping.. eating

we also went to far east .. i go there visit Chye ling...
me n hwee fang at her shop .... sit for quite long...
i was acting i the sale personal... i go serve the customer... haha.....

yeah....
then i n hwee fang went for our dinner.....
but i also bought mee sua for chye ling bcos i know she nt going to eat her dinner.. haha.. but in-exchange..
i gt a fav...
i ask her help me ask her next shop tat ger no.
yeah...

she give the no.

but i also dunno i take the no. for wat.....
bcos i did nt save in my hp... lol

anyway maybe just too boring ma...!!

ok...
i gt to book in at 2359H..
so yeah.. i going to camp le..

see u guy at thur.... c ya..
Picture of the day

Me & Fang on e mirror

30 March 2007

2007-03-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday morning.. dunno wat happen to me.. my body n face all is red n itchy...
till now... it still so itcjy

Today went to east coast hee..
wif liyan and heww fang...
it fun...

we meet 3 at amk mrt.. but i'am late...

reach east coast it abt 4+ le... haha..

we cycle n blade.. so happy xia.. haha

lol
SO MUCH FUN..
Picture..

Sandy

nice nice

nice nice

the lady

Our Blade

me & liyan

me & Fang

Fang

Me

28 March 2007

2007-03-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

Off Again..

today
reach hme.. change.. then went for running...wah..
me so lazy.. dunno why.... lazy to run...
keep on run walk run walk...
but i still sweat alot.. maybe the sun too hot for me to take it...

yeah...
i meet yewen and dawn.. at 1.45 yishun mrt.. who know.. it started to rain about 1.30.. oh yeah... there one more.. xinrong will come join us in a later timing..
we meet to go to a cafe.. call mind cafe...
gt alot of board game.. drink and food... it a nice place to kill time..
2 to 6 ... i spend $10 onli.. cheap hor...

it enjoy..

after de game .... we went to watch movie... 'pathfinder'... nt tat nice.. 3 or of 10 star ??

haha.....

after e movie.. we went hme lo...
ok i stop here.. still gt pic... haha

Picture of the day:

time to eat.. so hungry..

game: Blokus

Blokus

Game: L9LOOPOP

L9LOOPOP

Game : sitting Duck

Sitting Duck

Best Game i play today..

Dawn & me

27 March 2007

2007-03-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

HAHA !!

i fail my FTT.. sian.. nvm expected...

wah.. i realli find miself getting more n more fat xia..
very sad..

start from today i wan to diet liao... haha..

ok i go camp le.. bye..

26 March 2007

2007-03-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

Off day...

again ... go running but this time nt wif liyan.. i run alone.. bcos she overslept...
from my hse to yishun stadium.. then 2.4 at e stadium
today so WARM maybe the rain just stop... making the surrounding so warm

i was running my 3 round.. i wanna to give up .. but i saw someone running opp me... wah... pretty ger ... she make mine motor start again.. but too bad.. she run a few round then gone le.. as for me.. just blame i no chance to know her..

after my running.. i meet hwee fang go vivo see dog.. so cute lo.. haha
then we ate our lunch at long john..

then we shop around.. toking.. playing... so fast fw hour passed...
we went to the pet shop...
Daiso.. is a jap store... sell alot of different kind of stuff.. all cost $2..Cheap
then we went a comic shop.. n look around lo..

LIyan call us.. she wan to join but too far..
so we decide to J8(bishan)

we ate our dinner at Subway...

ok la... today quite enjoy...

i tml still gt mi FTT.. I haven I.. hope i pass...

Picture of the day:

My lunch at Long John... (seafood combo.. but differ from the poster =( )

this is de Pet Shop

one of e Dog

can see wat izzit ??

Hamster..

so lonely

Sleeping time

this is the shop i mention..Cheap Cheap

the Drink i bought from Daiso..

this too.... Daiso product!

toy toy

me n hweefang... SHE ACT CUTE...

makan..

cute!!

24 March 2007

2007-03-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

Today so hot..
morning i was think am i going for running or rest..
11am then i decided ok i go run... haha

after my run...
i call yanjie...
we meet 3pm at bishan mrt.. go east coast park..

yanjie rode me there.. wah... BIKE leh.
i did nt seat on bike... scarely.. but fun haha...

yeah.. reach mac ( east coast )
i rent rollar skate... bcos me n hhis friend.. gt to learn .. haha

yeah... leg so tired after wearing those heavy n bulk shoes..
yeah then we went to bedok n eat our dinner
it a very very full meal....

yeah... reach hme abt 12.30am.. heng i gt jie kun drive me hme.. if nt.. dunno wat time ten i able to reach hme.. haha

yeah.....
so tired..
i want to play fun wif.. c ya

22 March 2007

2007-03-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hi..

hai... back to hme.. change and bath then go out meet esmond n xinrong for klunch..
BUT WHO KNOW.. THEY STILL SLEEPING WHILE I AT MRT WAIT FOR THEM..
Damm FED UP !!
NB CCB CB FCUK LCB #$@!$@%@#$%
FUCK UP

so i went to walk walk ................alone
did nt realli do much thing..
at e evening..
i just went watch movie wif jialing...
Mr Bean holiday..

nt that nice also...........

4 out of 10

haa\

DAMM tired i go slp 1st c ya

20 March 2007

2007-03-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

Today.. 20 March 2007

i meet Liyan at 10am.. because. she join in for jogging n gym =)
i jog around 7 round maybe today nt our day we very lazy.. haha

we abt 12pm sign out of the gym...
she is in the rush.. she going bugis then go for her bike thing..

as for me.. i go back hme..!

around 3++ i meet esmond n xinrong at bishan last cabin.. we went town together.. beacuse i very long did nt go down le.. kee

after all.. we watch the movie 300.. i give 4 star out of 5 star..
damm nice hehe...

after e show.. it about 9++pm le... we went back yishun.. go northpoint settle our dinner .. n went hme.. hee..

short n simple..
end

17 March 2007

2007-03-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me !!
22 le...

ok dun waste time.. let jump to nite...

went to clubbing at zouk..
gt
yewen
xinrong
esmond
sixing
yanjie
irene
siew fun
ah so<== is a ger.. but i call her ah so haha=x

hmmmmmm

yeah.... the club haven start but i start drink alot........
wah.. making me damm high xia...

just one word..
FUN !!!

haha.............

yeah.....
as for those pic i will update soon..!!!
i now very tired wanna to slp le..

sorry... bye
tml camp....... hee

Picture:

look at my face... DAMM RED

Me & eSmond

chio hor...

ite Gang

Fang & Joe

14 March 2007

2007-03-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

3 more day to 17 march and tat is my Birthday....
but i feel nth...

today i went to gym alone... as usuall.. i went for running then go gym do some work out...
let me tell u guy.. go gym alone damm bored lo.. no mood to do... hai..

after e gym .. go hme do my psp ting... then... go out to my gf hse.. n eat dinner..

DAMM FULL lo..
my dinner.. KFC n Pizza... wah........ i very long did nt ate so full lo...

hai....
so boring N.O.L.I.F.E

tml camp

12 March 2007

2007-03-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

yeah...
wah.. i look more n more fat le.. maybe onli i feel tat ma.. haha

today i dun wan to go running bcos the sun dammmm hot lo.. but i look at myself i still went for running..
but i run a short distance de...

12pm, i met hong seng to makan then take mrt.. he go work at city hall .. me go bugis... so i will nt be alone at e train ma..

i went to bugis sim lim... buy psp.. from 2pm i go shop see ask around...lucky my friend's friend is working at there.. he quite friendly.. he help me ask around n tell me .. which is ex n which shop can buy...

bcos some shop the psp is cheap.. but he need u to buy their stuff in order to get that amount ... total also back to square.. no differ even more ex lo..

yeah... we just go around n ask around... finally that a shop quite ok.. the price is below de market.. consider cheap...
so i bought from that shop... they give me upgrade n put game inside de psp.. all do nice nice for me.. yeah.. quite nice la..

then how much izzit.. u wan to know then come ask me.. haha i bought ke heart so pain.. but nvm.. nt my $$ also haha.... from my award de..

yeah........... so i finally bought my psp le.. hee

i wun let anyone touch it de..
yeah..

ok then i go slp le.. tml still gt camp..