Beautiful Memory

31 August 2008

I HATE MY MUM
FUCKER
IF I CAN
I REALLI WAN TO SLAP HER

ALL OF THOSE READING MY BLOG
STOP TELL ME
SHE IS MY MUM. ONE AND ONLI
COS I HAD ENOUGH OF HER
ENOUGH MEAN ENOUGH
I ALSO GT MY LIMIT

SHE KEEP PUSHING
I KEEP BACK OFF

EVEN SHE DEAD
I DUN EVEN CRY
I WILL NEVER CRY
I WILL NEVER NEVER CRY FOR HER

U GUY, STOP THINKING I'M EVIL OR FUCK UP
I'M NOT

STOP SAYING THAT I'M WRONG
I'M NOT
I AM NOT

NOT BECAUSE SHE IS MY MUM THEN U THINK SHE RIGHT.
I SHOULD FORGIVE HER
THIS 23 YR OF MY LIFE..
U KNOW HOW HARD I WENT THROUGH

U ALL DUNNO..

IF U ALL DUNNO JUST SHUT UP AND AGREE WITH ME OR ELSE GET LOST

NO BODY IS HELPING ME..

I REFER GOING TO JAIL OR SOMEWHERE ELSE THAN MY HOUSE U KNOW.

FUCK UP..
I GETTING FED UP..
SHE JUST USE HER FUCKING POWER AND SCOLD ME

CHEE BYE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PPL IS HOME SWEET HOME
MINE JUST A EMPTY SHELL

I KNOW MAYBE U GUYS IS WORST THAN ME
BUT
BUT
THAT IS MY LIMIT

MY HEARTBREAK DOWN

I REALLI DUN WISH TO HAVE THIS FAMILY
I WISH I NEVER BORN BEFORE

MY PATH IS DARKNESS..
I DUNNO WHERE I SHOULD GO..

EVERY STEP I GO..
FOR HER IS WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG


=____________(

18 July 2008

TODAY WORK WORK WORK...

haha..
morning went paya labar for kind of lesson thing..
onli 1hour plus

after that i went to work,
during evening my dear buy me coffee cos i was doing paper work making wanna to slp..
haha

thank u thank u !!

end of work.. i went n took a pic of my fav, Guinea Pig..
it realli very cute..

going 2 month of working at Pet safari..
i learn quite alot thing
for example

DOG dry food. medicine. different kind of shampoo alot..
same as for CAT.

as for hamster. how to deal wif a hamster
after it give birth wat to do..
food.. alot =x

haha
the most impt is. i able to see my dear most of the time..
hehe
miss her so much =x

PICTURE


i wan this but overall price very ex

15 July 2008

today same as usual, working 1pm to 10pm but very slpy
reach hme at 11pm then go running
my ankle since evening start to give me problem again PAIN..

but i still able to force myself to jog.. hee

On, 12 July 2008
Went to sentosa with junhao, wan seen, yewen, cheexiang, nicholas, weicong, peilin, peiying, winne, sharon and me..

but some of them went back earli cos they gt something to attend.
it kind of bored cos there some event going on. it all over the beach..=(
somemore THERE NO SUN ..

but we still able to play volleyball n games.
we settle our dinner at long john

it been so long that we gather =)

after everything.. my gf come n find me..
left junhao, wan seen, yewen and me , gf
we went window shopping

hope there more coming up =x

On 14 july
same... working at 1pm to 10pm..
as the same time, my gf was having her gather at their chalet
when i reach hme.. my gf was asking me
"i wanna to join them at the chalet "

i went cos i miss my gf

reach there... tok to her friend then i went to slp=x
next morning then went to work..

YAWN

end of story.. i go slp..
as for the pic.. tml i wake up then upload


misss u =x

PICTURE.

one head taller =x


she force me


me and winnie


peiying, me , peilin


snap snap


THE GUY




Take one #1


Take two #2


PAPA and MAMA


i love her

10 july 2008

YAWN

sososososo tired..

this week.. i'm off on SAT
Saturday going gathering wif my friend at sentosa..

i gt a feeling .. it will be very fun =x

nowaday keep running after i reach hme it will be around 11.15pm
then everytime end at 12.30

today i very lazy.. i onli run .. i did nt do any sit up, extra exercises...
cos the floor is wet, somemore feel slpy..

my mama scold me.. me slim till like ghost..
so ugly.. my face so pale and so sharp
dunno it truth or she wan me to stop running..

tml working at 11am.. gt to wake up earli
ok.. i going to slp..

nite

07 july 08

HI,

over the weekend i went to my gf's house slp..
so happy when i wif her.. i keep eating
haha.. happy realli make me eat alot =x

so peace so comfort when i wif her

we planning our oversea trip taipei.. but i need to renew my passport.. around 70 DOLLAR.
so ex..
IT KILL

hai.. hope i still gt $$

=x

working everyday, everysec.. so tired..

finally i plan a gathing to sentosa, this coming sat..

i very sure .. it will be very fun x=

26 June 2008

HI.

afternoon went swimming..
evening went running..

just bored nth better to do..

after running i met JUNHAO..
so long i did nt see u le..
we have a guy to guy chat.. =x

after that i meet my buddy Joan..
she hungry then we went pasamala.. she buy her food then i wait for her wif my running attire

then she met her friend along the way when we going to find a place to sit ..
her friend tag along

there a big group of aunite was dancing.. then we just sitting near them.. it fun to look at them dancing wif their old age..

i wonder when i'm old.. will i be like them.. so happy n dance wif alot of friend =x
i'm sure it will be alot fun.

ya then i was chatting wif my buddy all the way till 11.30 then we just went back hme..




my ankle still give me pain but it better than when the very 1st day of running after my operation that is realli HELL..






Dear i dunno wat happen.. u just dunwan to tell me..
i worry..
i feel so uneasy...



just jia u..
will acc you along ur way =)