26 June 2008

HI.

afternoon went swimming..
evening went running..

just bored nth better to do..

after running i met JUNHAO..
so long i did nt see u le..
we have a guy to guy chat.. =x

after that i meet my buddy Joan..
she hungry then we went pasamala.. she buy her food then i wait for her wif my running attire

then she met her friend along the way when we going to find a place to sit ..
her friend tag along

there a big group of aunite was dancing.. then we just sitting near them.. it fun to look at them dancing wif their old age..

i wonder when i'm old.. will i be like them.. so happy n dance wif alot of friend =x
i'm sure it will be alot fun.

ya then i was chatting wif my buddy all the way till 11.30 then we just went back hme..




my ankle still give me pain but it better than when the very 1st day of running after my operation that is realli HELL..






Dear i dunno wat happen.. u just dunwan to tell me..
i worry..
i feel so uneasy...



just jia u..
will acc you along ur way =)

23 June 2008

i lost my name tag which i wear to work
i keep finding and finding.. i dun even bother to ask my mum " did u see it?"
yesterday she and my papa quarrel.. i ignore..

then i just keep finding my name tag.. hour of searching..
my mum ask me wat i finding.. i told her a name tag wif my name on it..
she say saw it but dunno at where..
so i'm sure i left it at hme..

since yesterday till now i keep finding i still can't find it.
then my mama help to find.. i say dun bother cos i know she sure kao bei.. that why i ask her dun find.. i find myself.. but she still go finding on her own.. then fine.. let her be..

then i go cook maggie mee, cos no $$.. then she start she crap at me..
nowaday my temper fucking bad.. she still come n try water.

i shout at her.. dun find dun find lar..
she keep saying..
then still say.. i still cook the maggie mee that she bought

FUCK
i throw the maggie mee at one side..
my heart so pain.. hai
very very very pain

even a maggie mee.. she dun let me eat..
hai

when i'm working my ankle give me pain alot problem.. i also shut up.. dun wish to tell them...
my ankle swollen.. i shut up also..
i keep to myself
i force myself to walk normally
i keep quiet even it pain
i wish to see doctor but i choose nt to..
WHY?
i dunwan to own them anything anymore.. i dunwan them to start kao bei at me again..
i dunwan to heard them saying how useless i am..
wat i do, wat i say.. for them is all wrong..

i wish to kill myself, i wish i nt born..
but i'm coward.. i dun dare to kill myself

hai
wo zhen de hao lei



now i left onli my gf..
she is my everything..

18 June 2008

WORKING EVERYDAY,

I'm so tired,
at work this few day, i was teach to learn how to be a Cashier and do those paper work..
so stress when i was at the cashier but the time pass faster..

nowaday so unlucky, dunno how to explain.. just sway (wish tml will be better)

tml morning i still gt a product lesson at HQ which is at PAYA LABAR sigh...

=(

i go slp le..

dear i love u =)
dun think too much =)
hehe!!

(i HATE money that why i love to SPEND but i dun wish to GIVE)

11 June 2008

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09 June 2008

VERY TIRED AR...

my back pain
my leg that operation gt abit of swollen

hai..

but more n more use to working at petlovescentre le..
so nt bad..

hehe..

i go slp..
bye

03 June 2008

Just come back from working.

1st day of work:
Remember where the product are places.
write alot of barcode name band price etc.
learn how to use the system.

haha =x
tml going to petlovescenter HQ for a product introduction talk.
start at 0900 end at 1100
start work at 1300
end work at 2200

Today i tot i was able to touch those dogs there but who know. it gt 3 department in there..
sell thing. dogs and grooming..

i belong to retail side.. so cannot do much for dog and groom area, kind of sad =)
but nvm i still alot to see them x=..

they so cute =x

i swear i swear,
there one day i'm going to buy a dog for myself.. =x
ok i end here.. tml need to wake up earli..
but i will post a very sweet picture..
remember to see wor.. =x

i call it "MINI SINGAPORE FLYER"

03 June 2008

YESTERDAY ORD

TODAY WORKING at pet safari(vivo)

..

Yesterday, i met one of my campmate which is about the same date ORD with me but he is 5 day later..
we meet 0730 for breakfast, then we take cab to camp. my treat =x

reach camp, i go do my ORD paperwork and i went go visit the MO over medical centre cos on the 06 June i need to go back SGH in order nt to pay a single cent. he gt to write document for it so when i go back SGH i dun need to pay.

after all paperwork this n that.. then i went to collect my NIRC..
it so PINK.. haha =x

i went around the camp wif my NIRC
haha..

so fun yet so sad cos gt to say bye bye to those dogs.

reach hme..
I call the pet safari(vivo) double comfirm what time am i going to start work.
they ans. i ask them. then i wait.
then way they reply so hmmmmmm dun care attitude..
give me the kind of feel that IT SUCK. nt friendly

but still
maybe there a change when i go there leh..
hehe =x

Evening, i went pick-up my dear and went to her hme for dinner.. hehe.. =)

okok i shall end here
gt to get ready for work..

wish me luck

01 June 2008

ONE MORE DAY TO ORD
finally wait for 2yr of my NS life going to come to a END!!

haha

i can able to touch my PINK NIRC again =x

and

i find myself a JOB at vivo pet safari
(if u need anything or everything about pet come ask me)

Hopefully by OCT i be able to study again.

i and my dear had plan a oversea trip hopefully will success!!

as for my leg 06 june going back SGH to check out again

just hope everything gone well..!!

=)

ORD LO



PS:
dear ar, sorry i make u angry quite alot of time, but it make us understand each other rite?
just bear wif me for awhile.. i will change and tell u how i feel.
i know ur wish.
it also my wish but right now i can't..
i promise ur wish sure will come true,

believe me, trust me.
I LOVE U!

31 May 2008

PAST FEW DAY PICTURE:


at SINGAPORE RIVER watching performance




SINGAPORE FLYER far view